My Moment of Despair...

I begin with a sigh,
Then slowly, break into a cry,
I try to conceal,
I try to hide,
But deep within I know,
This is another moment of despair.

When I try to feel free,
When I want to be ‘ME’,
I fail to understand how it disturbs others,
But I can still see things changing, people switching sides,
But deep within I realize,
This is another moment of despair.

I try to find a shoulder,
Just in hope of overcoming boulders,
Alas!! Not an arm spare,
Not a word of sympathy,
Just rude glares,
And question marks on my dignity,
Warm droplets run through my eyes,
Because deep within I know
This is MY moment of Despair….